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Long journey of my life,
it begun when all of the things around
start to influence me in every part of my life
my father said that i should be better than him
as a man i should be strong

facing all situation of this world
from every section of a life,,
i should be having a good life,
better than him.
my mother said that i should follow my heart
to be strong,
different with my father said before
than,
the challange comes just right now
when i grow up as a pure ‘man’
i cant hold that feel,
the feels that come just in the wrong place
in the bad timing.
i dont know how to run this system,
the system of my life,
the system that always confuse me
mom, dad…
could i just follow the best ways
of my life…
could i run this system of life
by myself,
is it true that i must better than you dad…
is it true that i must follow my heart mom…
is it true that the best things that i can do is just follow you,
my great jesus…
i dont wanna be a lier of my self,
i dont wanna be a bad slave,
i dont wanna be a bad boy of my parent
i dont wanna be a imitation of other things
only you that i believe now,
but could i come to you with all of my fall
should i blame my self with all the decisions that i’ve done before
could i turning back the time
mom, dad,,,
sometimes you confuse me with all of your regulation…
is that true that this life is beautiful…
but i still believe
that all of you is my best things that i ever had,,,
thank you dad,
thank you mom,
and thanks J.C…
I Luv You All….!!!!!!